fuck sake

Is it better to just sit and watch your friends in relationships? I've tried finding my own, but lately all I've been doing is running into bad ones or at least ones that in the end tell me it was better when we were just friends."
I don't get why some girls act like they want to be with a quote on quote "nice guy" but in the end treat the nice guy like a speck of dirt, and go for the guy who treats her like dirt. I am tired of the same old treatment, and it's getting quite old quite fast. Maybe I should just try to stay alone forever and maybe then I wont feel as much pain and as much heartache as I do..

If only I knew what to do, if only I knew some way to teach me what to do or not to do.

Love

I’ve always been trying to make sense as to why girls always want the ‘nice’ guy, but never notice that guy is always standing beside them. They always say “Why can’t guys be nice.” Seriously, is this what you think? There are tons of us out here who will do ANYTHING for a lot of our friends, especially the girl we like. Even though they don’t realize it, we take the pain of theirs away, and put into ourselves. We see you at your downfall, we see you at your breaking points, and you come to us and ask for help. Then when you eventually feel better, you go back to dating someone who was just or even just as bad as the guy before. Is it because you think you couldn’t have a relationship with anyone else? If so, then you’re wrong. You could easily have a good one, because there is so many good guys in your life, your best friend.

Alexander's Thoughts

Alright, some of you reading this might know me, and some of you might not. So I will tell everyone this anyway. I’m a Christian, a strong believer in god and Jesus. I let him in my heart last Year anyway off to my point.

Saturday Morning I was listening to some music (one of Brokencyde’s songs can’t remember which) when my friend Amber (who is also a strong believer in Jesus and god) sent me a instant message and telling me why would I listen to that kind of stuff. She said and I quote "What kind of Christian are you, when you listen to that stuff?" un-quote. So I replied to her by saying "God takes anyone who gives their love to him. They live their lives the way they wish, but if they do not have god in their lives, then they will not make it into eternity." Because I think people can do as they wish. They can listen to what they want, drink what they want, and smoke what they want, just as long as they always make sure to keep Jesus and God in their heart. That way they can make it into to eternity that is heaven, instead of being sent to the burning sinful pits of hell.

Please tell me what you think about this subject. That if you also believe what I say (or some of it anyway) or what Amber says (or some of it anyway.)